this is the land of confusion.
need to sort things out.
but focusing on me.
is not a thing I know to do anymore.
one step at a time.
whatever path this is.
I started it.
the end is the begining is the end.
I’ve always thought Mr. Corgan a genius.
within his wisdom maybe there are answers.
but finding them seems a long way.
have to create something new.
alone, I’ve always been better that way.
other thoughts and hearts muddy the waters.
I see that clearly now.